my big problem needs your comments

i would rather be a mean, rude, stupid (with its literary meaning) person, but never an hypocrite one!
you just think that others need help from you, but in fact you are the one who needs help, because you are clear with your reflections, you don't think how effective your words are because simply you are spontaneous and you have nothing to worry about, you have only one chance, one life and the most important one mistake to do that should not be done for a second time, whereas others are just secondray players in your life which worth real friends( as harrachi always says) and which is ruined with your friend's hyporicy!

Just stay as the way you are. Since you believe in yourself and you see yourself walking in the right path, needless to care about others' lame speech or about some ill-mannered persons. Life is a mere and a sole chance which is not everlasting, so live it as it deserves to be lived; live it on the fullest and profit from each second in it, each breath, each sunshine, each drop of rain, each waft of breeze.
Put what Oscar Wilde said in your mind and in front of your eyes:
"I expect to pass through this world but once, any good thing therefore that I can do, or any kindness that I can show to any follow-creature, let me do it now; let me not defer or neglect it, for I shall not pass this way again."

thanks for your comment sweet chinda, but the problem is that hypocrit people sound to be the closest friends " as i thought "
that on one hand you can't avoid them surprisingy nor act indifferently in order not to be hypocrit in return!